Thursday, June 4, 2009

Birthday Blues

In honor of my blues I'm going to write this in shades of blue.

Birthdays are never easy. I remind myself of this every year and acknowledge that it is a time to reflect. This year it is hitting me harder then usual probably because I feel like I have not achieved much and by my age I should be diving into life head first.

I'm going to make a list of what I have learned this year, what I have done and try to create a summery for myself.

  • I travelled - Poland, Germany, Switzerland, France (on my own).
  • I taught myself how to sew - I'm actually good at this.
  • Caught up on a lot of reading - including buying hundreds of dollars of new amazing books
  • Started a collection of beautiful vinyl toys
  • Worked with a bunch of visually impaired actors
  • Met a ton of amazing inspiring people
  • Got many jobs that I did not expect to get
  • Gained friends or re enforced existing friendships
  • Assisted someone with Lighting design for the first time
  • Got my name on a couple show posters
  • Bought my very first expensive piece of art
  • Saved a life (I don't believe it but a friend has told me I have done it)
  • Grown a little bit in hight
  • Started relationships (and ended them)
  • Tried to get help - and gotten it even if not successfully
  • Experienced new parts of Toronto
  • Gotten another tattoo
And most importantly... I Survived a whole year. That on it's own is good enough to go out and celebrate.