Tuesday, August 5, 2008

When nothing comes to mind

Somedays a list is actually not so easy to put together. We all have our off days right (or weeks in my case).  So this time I will just post a blog of random things - a vent.

1. I'm so tired it feel like I'm looking at everything through a piece of fabric (everything is fuzzy)
2. I saw my ex boyfriend on my way home
 - brought back old memories and feelings 
3. I may be really depressed but what's even more depressing, so are the people around me that I care about
4. The only hope I can find right now is the word thats tattooed on me
5. I can't communicate how I feel or what's going on in a way that helps
6. Fighting accomplishes nothing, it's never a solution. (cheesy)
7. Cheesy makes me think of food and I have not felt the need to eat in days 
8. I hate me. 

And I promised myself I would post up 3 positives so here they are:
1. I love my supportive friends (I can't thank them enough for putting up with me no matter how ungrateful I seem).
2. The show opens Thursday and I will finally be able to breathe 
3. I came up with 2 other positive things

My tattoo the first day I got it: