A Start of something new - but what?
Instead what I do have the ability to write lists; whether it a simple to do list, a grocery list, a list of ambitions, or list of why a friend needs to stick around on this earth for one more day, - I've tried it all. So, every week I'm going to try to post a list of something, even if its a random to do list from the week- I will also try to post up a famous list every so often.
I'm going to start with a list I have seen floating around:
List of things people do not know about me:
1. I wish I could dance - not just dance like in a club but dance and feel free inside. Or maybe those two are the same thing?
2. I sleep with a stuffed animal and always have, when I got older I would take it to sleep overs and leave it in my knapsack and felt comfort in knowing it was there.
3. I'm scared of heights but always lie about it and go on the highest and biggest rollercoasters - just to prove I'm fearless to others.
4. I wish I was more graceful and try to cover it up by looking cool. My own two feet are my worse enemy. Example: I recently fell off the edge of a stage and someone said "gee you made that look really smooth and cool" - where as I actually nearly twisted an ankle.
5. I love to sing along with songs really loudly even though my voice is terrible (this isn't so much of an unknown thing for all the poor people that are friends with me)
6. The only time I have ever cried infront of another person is when I was having a really lousy day and stepped in some dog Poo.
7. I don't bother looking at people when I am talking to them, so each time I look at a persons face it looks different to me. I notice new things about it or sometimes the person looks like a whole new person to me.
8. I try really hard to be funny but it never seems to work (forced humor never does).
9. I really really like pink. Not that washed out pink but Bright Neon 80's bristol board pink.
10. If I am walking I feel the need to be smoking even though its apparently not elegant for a woman to do so - I do it anyway.
11. Most days I have no idea what I am doing even though I have an intricate plan for almost everything.
